Starting this journey

Just reading the support people give and the such string encouragement in the comments. This is what I need to push forward. I started watching porn at 17 (now 39) and was addicted pretty quick. The guilt I felt every time I masturbated was killing me. I asked God for help and I would go weeks and sometimes months without a relapse. Seems like the past few years I had fallen off of the long steaks without a relapse. My wife and I stopped having as much sex and I felt like I needed a fix. That pushed me to start trying to find sex outside of my marriage to live out some of the fantasies I would see in porn. Thankfully God has kept me strong to not give into that horrible path. I am here to break my addiction for good. I need to stop before I lose everything. I believe my wife has fallen into a porn addiction also. She doesn’t want to have sex when I try to do I don’t relapse. I am staying strong 💪🏻. We all got this!