I love her
I have a beautiful girlfriend of 2 years that has no idea that I’m addicted and it’s the most shameful and embarrassing feeling ever. I have full intentions of marrying this women and having a life with her. I can’t shake porn is the problem, gone months without it even almost a year and somehow it just keeps coming back like this infection. The last 5 months I have fapped atleast once a week. I cry almost every time because I know it’s wrong but I can’t stop, I downloaded this app today to help, iv never paid for anything like this in the past and felt like it was the only option was to invest in my self. Here marks the start of a new man, and a new beginning. Cheers to everyone that reads this I love you boys and hope you all fine peace and prosperity within this journey.
I think a big issue that we all have, is we have no stake in the game. I feel like dropping some cash gives me more incentive to keep it up. If I had to pay a crisp fiver every time I cursed, I’d probably stop pretty fast.