Almost 5 days
Day 4
by Spike
14 upvotes
Almost 5 days sober. I’ve noticed some positive changes. It has also been very hard. I almost relapsed last night. I used panic mode and was able to calm myself down and stay clean. I worry I may lose that battle next time.
Thank you for the advice. After panic mode I started practicing putting golf balls in my bed room. Anything to get my mind being active in another activity. Instead of fantasizing.