Close call

Today, found myself lingering through loopholes on my phone. I most social media. But today the flesh in me still desired to see porn and to gain arousal. I just saw naked women, no porn. It was nerve racking to notice myself almost fall in totally. As I didn’t masturbate thank God, I feel as if my mind just fell short and seeing all those images now into my brain just put me back on day 1. I feel discouraged. I need to keep my guard up and be stern with myself and doings. Gotta keep busy in hopes I won’t ruin the streak. Need some support. The isolation in the night is the worst.