🏳️✝️Day 13
Today started off really good. I was up at 4:45am, hit the gym, read 5 chapters of the Word, ate very clean and headed to work early. No temptations. Killin’ it, right? Well, then the day happened. One work crisis after the next, zoom meeting after another, pushy co-worker…. You get the drift. >>>insert short, pathetic lunch break spent crying in my car<<< Work gets out, I head to go help a friend pack- this woman is a very dear friend to me, a mentor, and the closest thing I have to a mother. She’s moving across the country. I’m pretty devastated, but I’m going to show up with a smile on my face. 👌🏻 >>>insert me, in my broken down car on the side of the interstate, crying again💀<<< I’m not entirely sure what God is planning for me rn- kinda feels like a lot of things are falling apart at once, but I know *in my soul* that He’s going to take care of me. Through this addiction, through the future, through the doubt. It’s the one thing that’s giving me comfort right now, and if watching porn damages me relationship with Him- I won’t be doing it today. Press on friends, heavenly powers are cheering us on.✝️
Kathryn, Thank you for sharing this. I'm sorry you had a bad day, but we can always rely on the Lord to make it a little better. I do believe that something good will come out of the suffering. You just have to "Suffer Well," and stick with God. Read His word daily and pray. I pray that tomorrow is better, and again, thank you for this.- Logan.