Old Memories

Hi all, Before I had relapsed last night, I had made it the longest ever. One week and 5 days. I’m going to beat that record and way more this time. Went to Confession and I am feeling great! My question for you is this, before I gave my life to God. I had masturbated nearly every day since I was probably 12 years old. 3 years ago, I broke up with an ex gf and then I slept around with two girls. Especially one occurs in my memory a lot. Both of them were so nice and I used them for their body. Luckily God’s grace saved me and earned me forgiveness through Baptism. It’s just tough because I think of how they didn’t deserve that. Does anyone experience spiritual warfare of old wrongful sexual experiences that get you to lust? It’ll pop up randomly of some certain sexual position or a face they made, and it makes me feel despair and shame. I don’t know how to be freed of that. I am fortunate to have God’s grace, He will help me beat this lusting addiction. He is greater than my earthly desire. He is greater than the spiritual warfare that I may experience. I know this message is messy but I hope that maybe one of you resonate with me here?