Trying hard….

Really want to succeed, i hate this disgusting habit. I’ve been relapsing too much. I get bored and fall back in. Its just too easy….. i really do see how this problem is your brain trying to self soothe from Loneliness…. Trying to pursue Sexual Transmutation (if its real lol) i havent gone more than 7 days without gooning in years really….. I think I should pursue my faith even harder to try and combat this problem. I feel so overwhelmed imagining 30 days, even 100 days. I recently was NoFap for 6 days i think that was the most in a year, would love to go further!