Just when I thought things were going well
It happened. Again. After almost a month I’ve relapsed twice now in 3 days. Now I’m left questioning why I can’t just keep my hands off myself? Why am I so weak? I told God I would repent, and I just let him down again. Please pray for me.
Delete the socials! Install the content blocker on this app! PLEASE! These things will help tremendously. I was just where you are and I’m back on a week streak now don’t let this define you it’s all in your head. This fight is about overall freedom not perfection if so none of us would make it. Don’t let a relapse bring you down don’t let the very thing you seek to destroy destroy you. PERFECT IS THE ENEMY OF GOOD. Remember bro your jsut as good as you where before god has felt the pain your in and will forgive you! He wants to help us all all we have to do is turn to him. Pray tell him how you feel and he will help you when and how you need it in his time. I’ve struggled with this so so much relapsing and then going months in the same cycle of guilt and turning back to the very thing causing the guilt to help relieve it. You see how that sounds right. Use this time while you have it think of Jesus on the cross or getting whipped or in Gethsemane when you think of relapsing; someone else on this app told me that and it’s helping a lot. Even make Jesus your Lock Screen and Home Screen. I’m praying for you brother and I hope you see this. STAY STRONG