I screwed up

I messed it all up guys. Nearly a month in and I lost focus. I lost perspective. I don’t even know why I did it. I wish I could take it back. I wish I could have a do-over but I can’t. So I’m starting over. Maybe I got cocky, maybe I wasn’t being as intentional as I need to be. It’s been said that you learn more from failure than success. Well, I’m not letting this failure hold me down, I’m getting back up and I’m learning from it. I need your prayers a lot right now. Kicking myself bad, but ready to start fresh. I feel that same old shame and guilt that used to be such a constant presence in my life already creeping back in. I’m so ready to be free of this. For good. Help me Father. 🙏🏼