I failed
So I failed and wanked off in the shower. But here’s the thing, I have a girlfriend, I’m a truck driver and I’m away from her, I’m 22 and when I’m in the shower I do it by memories, no porn whatsoever … idk how to think of it as. And I won’t be able to see her for a while because I’m on the other side of the world, and I’ve been here for 2 and a half for now…. What do y’all think about this?
The urges get harder the more days we’ve been fighting it. Try and fight the urges knowing it is an addiction, so that once you actually have sex, it’ll be more rewarding knowing you didn’t have to do it out of memories anymore!