This is my therapy

Guys idk if I can stay strong today. Yesterday I opened up to my gf and well let’s just say it was hard fought. I don’t think we are going to last. She has issues and my addiction is the center of it. She believes things can’t change and I’m stuck this way. I tried to explain people change. I also tried to explain that I would start to do the things she needs more of once I get further along on this path. Last night I can honestly say nothing has happened but temptation was real. This morning again temptation is real. I stayed strong stayed on the straight and narrow. I enjoy reading about people stories who are going strong and to those who relapse it’s part of the journey. This isn’t my first time going down this path. It’s hard. It sucks. I know on the other side I’ll be a better person.