This app change my life
I used to be addicted to porn. Spent almost 5 years doing that shit. Year after year watching more and more sexualised content. It would become a necessity in my daily life to feel some sort of excitement. My relationship with my parents was absent. Talking with them felt like a chore even though they put so much effort into raising me. I would feel so insignificant in this world. Scared to lock eyes with people on the streets. Always thinking about what others would think of me. Pushing away any chance of a relationship with my polluted mind. Bare words would turn me on thinking I was gonna get it. Life felt like an endless journey with no end. Always monotone with no real excitement. At first I didn’t do much about it, I didn’t see anything wrong with it. As the months and years go by and I slowly started to realise that this was getting in the way of life. The child that I was with his brilliant mind was now thinking about what kind of porn I was going to watch when I get home. I knew this had to end. I would try over and over again to stop but nothing really worked. I would see relationships drift away with my friends and my goals disappearing. And I would still do it even though I would feel more angry/disapponted with myself with each passing day. Once I made it to 1.5months before falling back into it. I thought that doing it once would be fine but I was so wrong. Check comments for continuation
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