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Why did I do this?

Day 14
by Scott
28 upvotes

I still haven’t broken the no fap streak however my restraint from watching porn is so bad, I literally just watched hours of porn without fapping and I don’t know why??? What was I trying to gain out of it??? I’ve now deleted all my social media and also places restrictions on my internet access so that it doesn’t happy again. But I literally tortured myself for hours and I don’t know why? On one hand I’m proud of the restraint but on the other hand I’m so ashamed and disappointed in watching for no reason - I got the urge and temptation and just began watching my and my perverted mind just said to keep going. Because my curiosity kept increasing more snd more. I’ve never done this before in the past where I got joy from just watching and not doing. Can anyone relate to this dumb story.

Comments (2)
Scott•157d ago

Damn is that what it’s called? Ok I feel like after yesterday i really never wanna do it again so really put the blocks out

Joseph•157d ago

I’ve been there your essentially “edging”, dangerous game, doesn’t have to be porn can be IG, or “non-porn” it happens just learn from it and don’t repeat it if you can help it

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