Hey brother, i know exactly how you feel i have a very similar testimony, “In the words of Christ your faith has healed you” have faith in God don’t try and figure it all out right now one day at a time surrender your cares and burdens to him understand there’s so much grace he gives it abundantly just ask and have faith believe that you can receive his grace and mercy each day even when you fall don’t judge your self. I had opted out and started experimenting with my sexuality after and bad break up i gave up and said ima do whatever. it hurt God and it hurt my soul not in faith on the road to recover my mind, my confidence and the light and love that God has for me don’t believe the devil that your not worthy of Grace and mercy we’re all human it’s a struggle.

So sorry for what you experienced. You were taken advantage of by some bad people, and that sucks. Your decision to exercise agency and take control of your own life is powerful, and suggests to me that you’ve already found some of the light you’re seeking. One step at a time, brother, it gets better. You can do this.

Wow I’m so sorry with what happened, just know we are all here for you and God is too ❤️

What helped me was knowing of the life giving power, and truth that is in Christ Jesus. No religious forcefulness but gentle, accepting, and loving relationship with Jesus. Much love bro I’ll be praying for you 🙏🏽❤️

Hello Christian , I’m deeply sorry to hear about the things you have gone through. I wanted to let you know that you are not alone there are other people that have gone through similar things. You are seen, loved and accepted as you are . I’ll be praying for you