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Thx a lot Jeff, I appreciate you reaching out. Sorry that I dropped a bomb like this. The pain I feel right now irks my soul because I felt like in the past few days I’ve grown to be a better person. But I guess not because Im yet to get rid of the habit of using porn to relieve my stress. My main goal is to get rid of this behavior for good now, once and for all. I’m going to use this awful feeling as a constant reminder to never fall back.

Thx a lot Jeff, I appreciate you reaching out Sorry that I dropped a bomb like this. The pain I feel right now irks my soul because I felt like in the past few days I’ve grown to be a better person. But I guess not because Im yet to get rid of the habit of using porn to relieve my stress. My main goal is to get rid of this behavior for good now, once and for all. I’m going to use this awful feeling as a constant reminder to never fall back.

Hey man I’m really sorry that this is all crashing on you at once I’m sure you’ve heard the generic advice of focus on yourself, gym, etc. but please if you really feel like you need professional help or anything don’t be afraid to seek it everyone in this community is here for you stay strong brother don’t be afraid to reach out

Nothing is going my way rn. My car just broke down today without any explanation, I found out my last relationship cheated on me and manipulated me a week ago, all my friends and family are growing distant and I feel like a burden if I want to bring them closer. I’m genuinely a lost cause. But I’m putting my faith in God that this is all just a test.