Intense emotions

I’m going through a very intense week in my career, somethings big can happen. And I relapsed… too much stress, fear, uncomfort, not being confident. I feel I need something, I’m powerless, I want to feel strong but I’m not. This is a reminder that through the hardest times in your life, the real challenge begins. If you don’t relapse by then, Big Man! I’m very disappointed but I know I’ll get back. Being closer to God helps me all the time. By the time I find my comfort, I’ll be able to structure better.