Battle Buddies: Day 3 Post-Relapse
Today was challenging, man. Got my final day of work done for the week and then I come home and take a well deserved nap…or so I thought. I couldn’t fall asleep without contact attacks by lustful demons, experiencing extremely erotic dreams painted so vividly that I felt almost queasy while I was asleep. The enemy attacked me when I was at my most vulnerable spot, and the Lord rescued me in that moment as I called to Him to blanket me with peace. I could feel my heartbeat increasing and my mind becoming anxious and worrisome, and it was like something I have never felt before. To my brothers Robert, Jan and Michael: Keep me in your prayers lads, I am in major spiritual warfare right now and I feel absolutely defenseless. I’m gonna start getting up earlier than usual to pray and get into the Word since I have become so incredibly distant from those things. Plus it would be nice to spice up my mornings with a good dose of God’s wisdom! I hope all is well with you guys, and I will keep praying for our little group that we got here. Iron sharpens iron my brothers, and may the Holy Spirit be with us tonight!
I’m praying for you, Cameron. Every night before bed I make sure that I ask for God’s blessing over you men. Our minds are full of imagination which allows God to inspire us through creativity. Our minds, if not guarded, can also paint imagery that will tempt us heavily. I pray the Lord protects your mind and eases the lustful imagery.