To just starting again, another time..

I had a great streak, ran my furthest in this battle, only to relapse pretty hard a lot this last week. As much as I can acknowledge I had a really tough week, it’s less about what happened and more about changing my reaction. Before this was my way of always handling things, by filling up on dopamine. But since taking a long streak off and coming back to it, it’s so clear to see now the emptiness in trying to use porn as a comfort. Having this app and reading some of your amazing stories reminds me that it’s only me counting how many times I fell, but that number is not important. It’s about choosing to just start again, because it isn’t over till it’s over.