Think About This

Imagine how long it takes us to relapse…you open the website you go to; search for the right video (give or take 10 or so minutes); take another 2-3 minutes to get off; 5 minutes of post clarity usually end in self-loathing and slight embarrassment, 10 minutes; clean up and then have your walk of shame (give or take). So approximately 30 minutes down the drain just for 3 minutes of pleasure. Now ask, is it really worth my time? I’ll ask another way, if this were a job and you’re making $30/hr, is it worth $15 of my time? I think now that I’m on Day 6, as the result of a relapse, I’m learning to connect the dots. What do y’all think? I could be way off base. I want to hear your thoughts.