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And one last thing, God has a funny way of showing us his love man. if God loves us, why would he be letting us go through this right? something I’ve learned is that God puts these things for a reason, it’s so that we can practice discipline, integrity, respecting others, qualities that we ourselves are trying so hard to fight for. The devil tends to put us through the ringer, makes us reach that low point of our life, and this is where God shows his love, because he wants us so desperately to come to him, whatever sins we’ve committed, he welcomes us with open arms but we gotta accept him and his way of being and the plan he has for us by learning about his teachings.keep leaning on God bro he won’t steer you wrong brother ❤️

So DO the workouts! GO to tutoring! GO to church! FIND out more about all these topics so you can have better knowledge of all these things, also you want confidence right? well confidence comes from a place where you have a lot of knowledge about something like the back of your hand.

You would then apply that same principle to other areas of your life, and listen bro don’t rely on motivation, rely on just DOING. Do you go to school only on the days that you are motivated? no, you wake up and go because if you don’t, well….your prolonging graduation lol when you stay disciplined in doing the things you know are good for you you’ll start to see the fruits of your labor bro

Now to give you practical advice, starting at this very moment change how you speak of yourself, identify as the person that you’re wanting to become. Right now you’re identifying as a “fat person” “failure in school” “someone who is unlovable by God” “someone who will never get over porn addiction”. Now what if you said out loud to your self. Today I am a fit person. You might think it’s a lie right because your body isn’t what you would probably call fit but it’s your day 1 of calling yourself a fit person, so it would be your day 1 of starting to think like a fit person. Well, what would a day 1 fit person do? maybe start doing a set of push ups? Day 2 maybe learn what foods to start eating? so on and so forth, that fit person identity starts to become who YOU are rather it being a lie

Hey Nolan, I can empathize with you man, I feel the same way sometimes too bro, the feeling of I will never become the person I want to become. But exactly like Chris said, that’s the devil in your head, feeding you evil thoughts to keep you down just like how he wants to see you, and then decieves you by telling you lets watch that thing that makes you feel “good” but we know it’s a lie because it’s a never ending cycle of instant gratification and then back to living a life in shame. Just know YOUR NOT ALONE, you might feel like your fighting a battle alone but as you can see, there’s hundred thousands of us fighting the same fight YOU are. lean on us bro to help you when you have the urge as I’m doing right now actually. I literally just woke up with the urge to watch P, so I got on my phone and said, I need to see how my brothers are doing and see if I can rely on them to inspire me to get out of this rut, the same rut you speak of, and I must say reading people’s struggles on here gives me a sense of purpose to help motivate others to keep fighting this war against this nasty habit

Hey Bruv, you got this I believe in fr fr. The Devil is a lie brodie and he wants you to believe you can’t do this. You can do it, it ain’t easy as you know but are wanting to make a change and that’s already a huge step.