Day 17

Honestly Idk how I feel but I definitely don’t feel the same. I’m only 20 and have been addicted since the age of 9 or 10 which is awful and by the Grace of God I’m figuring this out w him. I do not remember a single time I have gone this long without any of it. My brain lately has not felt the same and idk how to feel. I have adhd and had a nicotine addiction since 15 so my brain has been overwhelmed w bursts of dopamine. My social anxiety is damn near completely gone, I don’t feel the awkwardness when I talk to girls like I used to. I continue to grow with God everyday and work on my relationship with him because without him this wouldn’t be possible, the strength and courage Christ has given me is insane. Do I still struggle with things of lust? Most definitely! I am not perfect nor am I clean of lust but I can see the progress towards healthier relationships and mindsets. Stay strong my brothers! Pray for one another and yourself. Jesus loves you! 💜