One hour away from 14 days two weeks
Hi I’m one hour away from hitting two weeks porn and masterbation free and coming from watching porn almost every morning and night frequently even for hours at night and masterbating , I started in middle school and I am now 20 turning 21 late April and finally decided enough was enough I’m going to change. I was hella isolated always in my room not doing shit with my life, barely talk to girls, rotting away in my room. When I had a girlfriend when I was 17 it created dishonesty in the relation ship because I lied about my problem because I was too embarrassed to admit it. And honestly I consider porn cheating so it made me feel really bad on the inside. I honestly feel like a whole new person it’s really worth it guys. I started appreciate life alot more. I notice nature and actually enjoy taking walks right now. I started to feel the bonds between my friends and I, and how important connections are cause I started fiending for social interaction I am craving it. I actually feel like going to class now and enjoy college. I’m really introverted and shy but I finally started talking to girls in my college classes instead of staring at them as they walk by and awkwardly not saying shit. I still get urges to masterbate so far and have really bad thoughts but I have zero urge to watch porn again unless I really indulge in the thoughts. But like i said I have not watched porn at all for masterbated for two weeks so far and it’s honestly life changing. Only problem I have is I still look girls up and down and start indulging in the bad thoughts but porn really fried our brains we have to try and rewire it. 14 days feels so short but its felt like longer to me. I got better at resisting the urges. The first two weeks are the hardest. Take it a day at a time guys. I imagine myself with my future wife and porn and masterbation addiction has no place there with all the side effects and negativity it brings. You have to use extreme willpower and keep going forward. Keep yourself busy replace porn with better habits. Never catch yourself lacking bored in bed. I also deleted all my social media apps and don’t plan on redownloading them till like day 90-100 because everytime I hop on social media there’s too many triggers and I couldn’t beat the algorithm.