Today was fucking hard

I’m on my 14th day and I kept thinking about the whole fricking day. It was ok until now, I tried not thinking much about it and it worked until today, the only solution I see is doing push ups but fuck man I hate it, I know it’s supposed to pay in the long term and everything but still. I know the me in a month with a 40 day streak will think about today and will be proud I didn’t fail, I hope so