Day 47 - beginning to see ☀️

I feel I’m coming out of the darkness, my last relapse is far enough in past that is no longer tempting me, God knows I have had my fair share of relapses, I conned myself for years telling myself I’m harming no one by watching porn and masturbating, but the truth is that this has been incredibly harmful to me, my relationships, my family and my friendships, making me isolate and prioritise one thing has cut me off from life and now after 47 days I’m only beginning to see the damage this has caused me. I’d but it down to me being a slow learner, some may begin to see the new path much quicker, but we all have our own path and our own journey and I can finally begin to enjoy the ride ✌️