Finally going to quit for good

After 15 years with one main goal to quit porn, 1000’s of unsuccessful attempts/strategies/plans and becoming a man I no longer find attractive, although everyone in my life says I’m highly attractive and can easily hookup with women, I can say from my soul that I am never watching porn or masturbating again. I had a tremendous awakening at the age of 31 and am sober from alcohol and pornography and will never return back to them. You’d have to pull out my fingernails to make me watch pornography again; seriously. I know what I could’ve accomplished by this age, the amount of beautiful women I could have been with, and the self control I would have had had I not wasted 15 years of my life to this most evil and potential destroying habit. You must get to the mindset that someone would have to pull out your fingernails in order to watch porn again to prevent yourself from relapse, I did, that’s how much I hated the addiction that was destroying all the joys in life REAL men are awarded. What I did to quit Forever: - Download and PAY for Covenant Eyes. Do not delete the app to relapse as I have many times. It truly does not allow you to view any pornogrpahic content on your phone or devices. Believe it is the most sacred thing on your device and you will never delete it or deactivate it to relapse. - DO NOT bring your phone into bed, leave it somewhere you cannot grab it. Everyone and everything can fucking wait until the fucking morning. Remember, you are the only one you need to care about most in order to improve those around you (thus is not the same as the self conceited trailer trash or ghetto types, your helpless!) Others will respect this at the deepest level for embracing the smallest oath anyone travels, the oath to true freedom of expression. - If you get the urge throughout the day to masturbate, and don’t do it because you’re in public, apply that same feeling when in private. Once 10 minutes of urge in public passes, the same applies for private time. It will pass with a small amount of time and no ability to feed the urge. Eventually the urge dies like weeds without sunlight in your brain, revealing the garden that was always there but you decided to plant weeds a long time ago. It’s time to kill the mental virus of porn and masturbation before it consumes you whole.