fucking hate this shit
Day 4
by Zach
92 upvotes
every damn time i feel like im starting to do better and get off this addiction i fuck it up. felt so good over the last couple days being off it and fucked it up over one moment of weakness. this is actually the most demoralizing shit and i wish i never started to begin with. honestly i’m not sure how im going to get off this addiction if i can’t even go more than a week without it.
Take the win from it being ‘one moment of weakness’. That you even see it like that is progress. It’s breaking the addiction…painfully, falteringly…one day at a time, even if some days there are missteps.