20 day streak thoughts

So I relapsed once 20 days ago. Felt horrible told myself I’d never do it again. And I wont, but it get’s quite difficult closing in on 30 days. I wasted like 2 hours scrolling through instagram yesterday lusting over models. And yeah okay, not a relapse, but a waste of time, and a general feeling of guilt after. The more I think about it, the mote I realize that a post I saw a while back was true, so I’m going to repost it: Quitting is very hard if you still desire lust. You must despise lust, and it will make quitting very easy. God bless