Almost a week

I’m an hour off 6 days. I’ve been at this journey for months. It’s felt like forever and I kept failing. Without failing there isn’t success. There’s no growth without failure. What I’ve noticed this past week is now that I’m taking this seriously is that those “women” you’re beating to online don’t care about you. They’re making money off you sitting in your room beating your shit to them getting railed by another man everyday. The money you spend on OF, is just more money in their pocket. The money you went to work for. The woman who does care about you, is the one who gave you life. And the one you come home to after work everyday, your wife, girlfriend etc. Why should we waste our time with online women when we have families at home. If we’re that desperate for a relationship and we resort to paying to see naked women or beating our shit to another woman getting railed I think we need to take a look in the mirror and realize how bad we’re fucking up. Porn is like a drug. I’m guilty of this too but if you look at another woman with lust when you’re in a relationship or watch pornography, you committed adultery in your mind. We need to change for not only ourselves but our families. Be the man you want to be.