Bad bitches come around when you don’t use

This always happens to me and idk why it doesn’t act as a stronger incentive to stay “sober”. Whenever I quit porn and masturbating, after a few days my aura feels stronger and I always end up meeting some hot women. It’s like the universe is telling me something. It’s happening again but where I always fall off is fantasizing about the women whose numbers I got, which leads to masturbating (w/o porn) which leads to loss of aura, which leads to loss of ladies, which leads back into porn. I’ve met 3 of the hottest girls ever (for me) in the last 4 days of being clean. I’m gonna try to keep stacking days and compounding the aura. Will report back Props to everyone on this app for making a better life for yourself and the world