Doing this again, im 30.

This is not my first journey with quitting porn. I’ve had some success in the past with quitting for about over a year. I used working out and fitness as a way to combat this. At some point I started watching porn again but recently I started using X for porn. This is on a different level of porn than my former methods. The abundance of porn on there is ridiculous and level of depravity just leaves me feeling like shit afterwards. I’m sure you’re all familiar with the term “gooning” well there’s a genre of videos on there that literally say to give up and relapse. They say “give yourself to porn, turn your brain off..” things like this which blatantly are telling you to relapse and be addicted. This is enough for me to just be disgusted with it. Not to mention the shameless only fans girls that are everywhere trying to get your money and attention. It’s sickening and I choose not to be a slave to these impulses/desires. Attention is the highest currency you can give someone so sitting and giving it to these depraved whores is a waste of life. I am gonna get this imprint off my subconscious and rewire my brain. Stay away from these places, they will waste your life and having you looking back like you don’t know what happened.