Relapseš
I was doing so well almost a full week which wouldāve been my best time considering I only just realized how bad this was and is for me. I relapsed today and Iām not proud of it what I am proud of is the fact that I actually feel bad and remorseful for relapsing. Before this journey I would just do it and move on, now I actually take time to think about it and I actually feel remorse for doing it hopefully this is a one time thing and it doesnāt happen again but the stress lately had gotten to me but now Iām getting back on track and Iām gonna work harder than ever to fully complete my goal to becoming a better me for myself and the people around me.
I appreciate that it makes this journey a whole lot easier knowing Iām not alone šŖš¾ stay strong brother