Just broke up…

Finally got to be with someone I love so much after spending time long distance but it didn’t went well - cuz of my porn addiction. And I just got dumped because I didn’t perform that great and I know, deep down, it’s cuz of this addiction, I mean long distance is one thing but I missed the chance of being truly happy and intimate cuz of this stupid shit that started years ago. I didn’t have the heart to tell her, but it is what it is. Time was supposed to be amounting towards something good, but I did not take care of myself and my issue and it finally finally bit me when it actually mattered. This will stuck forever, it will be a huge huge regret, but I have no other choice but to move forward and really deal with this… I’m glad this community exists - it is painful and difficult but no matter what happens, no matter the temptation, no matter what the world is showing you, it’s not worth risking your future. True happiness, the kind of happiness beyond your imagination, is on the other side of the tunnel. Give that a chance, have faith in your future, believe that you deserve it. Before that happens, you are building towards your capacity to preserve it when it comes to you. So guys… PLEASE STOP PLEASE