First time posting

It’s actually my first time posting on here instead of just using this app for tracking or a panic button. So here’s just a little bit about myself, i’m 17 and thankfully caught my actions early, one of my online friends first introduced me to porn at 13. i was disgusted at first but it got to the point where he’d send me lewd and down bad stuff all the time and i got desensitized. i became hooked at 14, both porn and masturbating regularly. one day, post nut clarity hit me hard to the point where i wanted to stop. i’ve been trying since i was 16, it’s been hard. i’d cut back on pmo some days and others i’d just go down a hole. right now i’m 6 days in a dedicated to stop. i’m too embarrassed to talk about my goal to people because i’m afraid they’ll find me weird so i’ll just win in silence 🙏