Holding myself accountable
No I haven’t watched porn no, so what am I holding myself accountable for, you might ask. I imagined myself with another female. Yup. It wasn’t graphical just basically the thesis of me banging her. No I haven’t ejaculated yet so far. Doesn’t matter. It’s the same ish. Lust is what we are fighting and yes I am done with porn. But the imagination ish is the next step to tackle. Attraction is important. Fantasy isn’t. Gonna reset my streak; even though I been good off porn, I think it’s time to make this streak count for something we are truly craving. To be free from the trench of lust. Don’t count the days make the days count.