What I’ve seen
I saw my ex girlfriend have sex with another guy even though we just broke 2 days ago. She left me because my addiction but she said she would give me another chance. But because of this I just wanna watch porn to make myself stop crying.
Dude tbh that girl didn’t leave you because of the addiction stop beating yourself up for it. That girl left you because she wanted to be single and hook up without feeling guilty. Be happy, that she showed you her true colors, be glad that she did this to you so now you can move on and find a better person. Do not fall victim to your addiction bc you’re going through a hard time. If you get through this, your confidence in your self will grow 10x. Hit the gym, pray & no lusting. You got this brother, onwards and upwards.