Day 1 (again)
Day 15
by Juan
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I keep falling back down, and letting God down. Last night I made the mistake of spending money on OnlyFans, which I NEVER DO. It was 100$ down the drain for something stupid I did. I’m a child of God and a firm believer in Jesus Christ, but when I’m alone in my room it says other wise. I’ve gone times where yes, I’ve ran away from lust, but then I just fall. I’ve prayed way too many times of the same thing it’s crazy. I just want to be free from all of this and I know I will in Jesus name. Amen.
Aw, I’m sorry man. We’ve all been there. Best thing you can do is figure out what triggered it and avoid it next time. Was it social media, stress, boredom? Figuring out your triggers is a HUGE part of this battle. I deleted Instagram on day 1 because it can be such a major trigger with all the thirst traps. Keep going, I’m praying for you 🙏🏼