FlatLine
Day 18
by Zack
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Struggling…. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know if im in flatline or not, I just feel so monotone and depressed all the time, my soldier is always ‘sleeping’ these days and just so uninterested in everything, it feels like I will never get hard again… My brain and thoughts are against me constantly, telling me to just ‘test’ to see if I can but thankfully i have been battling those thoughts and winning so far…. I have gone on streaks before but this one feels different so much harder… I just wanted to thank you guys out there as I have made posts in the past and your motivational responses have kept me going and will get me thru this BS cycle…. Good luck to you all
Remember that everything is ultimately a spiritual battle and you have the Most High God rooting for you and providing you with the grace and strength to persevere. This sounds like a classic diabolical attack (in the truest sense of the phrase). Know that your God and the yearning all souls have for Him is more powerful than any of these other actors that would seek to influence you. You’re doing so well!