Mentally Struggling

Closing in on day 5. Really beginning to feel cravings. I’m going through the mental habit of remembering an adult star but forgetting their name and wanting to look them back up. I’m keeping google search filter burred. Didn’t find the actress and working to hold myself back from going any further. I didn’t see anything explicit. I can’t determine if, despite the filter and restraints, I still relapsed. I am still figuring out where the line is drawn.