Resisted in my dream.✝️
Whenever I go without porn for a long time..I get dreams of it. I know I’m not the only one. I was sitting in my bed and I was just curious so I happened to look something up and the videos that I used to binge popped in my dreams…I was staring at the screen and I felt my urge start to rise and I was telling myself I can just watch a video. I was scrolling through them while my urge just continued to rise and rise but I told myself I can’t mess up my streak now and I just shut off my laptop and closed my eyes..then I woke up which made me realize I was dreaming the whole time. Usually in my dreams I give in every single time and I wake up feeling relieved that it wasn’t real..but this time I ACTUALLY resisted the temptation in my dreams. It’s the first time ever that it happened :) I feel so proud of myself.
Good Job Mikayla! This means your brain is healing more. This is awesome!- Logan