Relapsed
Relapsed after a week, why is this so hard?
I let myself down big time when I broke an 18 day streak. I was in a roll and doing amazing and then one thing triggered me. A harmless flirt from someone. The I started to fantasize and eventually look it up on porn and lost my streak. You got this though
cause you’re overcoming an addiction stronger than cocaine
You got this homie. Never despair.
You’re not alone. Right when you feel unstoppable and that you got this, that’s when the devil strikes. Last night I broke a 12 day streak and I am just disgusted in myself. We can’t stay in shame. We have to lift ourselves up and continue to pray. You got this bro.
Porn is an addiction that is driven by an innate force in you, you were born with a sexual desire. unfortunately the world as normalized porn so there is a system that’s designed for you to fail. It’s also the most accessible addiction you could ever have, it’s everywhere, it’s free, and all it takes is the click of a button. All of these reasons make it all the more impressive for you to take a step to break out of it, you’re choosing to say no to the desire of your body and the world. Keep pushing forward brother