I haven’t been this excited for 10 years

Even though the purpose is to stop porn, I’ve been thinking constantly about such scenarios, but while porn made me feel shame and hurt afterwards, now I feel uplifted and proud that I have rediscovered parts of myself even if they are sexual. When I watched porn, I would always do it very late at night when I’m half asleep and never had the time to reflect on what I am genuinely into or not and what I would truly do in real life. I feel more in touch with my inner self and I’m happy with how it’s going even if I still have frequent urges.