Thoughts after 6 days

These first 6 days haven’t been easy. I’ve felt tempted, my mood has felt unstable, and I’ve lacked motivation and focus in work/school. I’ve had to open this app alottttt, especially when I have down time or am alone, but it’s definitely been helpful. The articles/blogs have been good distractions and also helped reinforce why I’m fighting. On the upside, I have recognized moments where I feel more confident, more like myself, more relational with friends and strangers, and more engaged and near to God. Journaling is a big key for me to stay present and resist urges. I’m excited to start enjoying the little things in life and not let mundane moments and days drive me to worthless things like porn. I’m excited for my brain to start re-training itself! Let’s lock in fellas.