I failed myself
Was only able to last a day….how pathetic of me ….after all my responsibilities were done my hands were free stupid excuse …I literally felt like a junkie talking my self into it.….starring again, praying for this demon to let go of me
Iv tired writing ,iv tried reading the Bible , many different bibles …and I go back around ….i ain’t like when I speak to myself this way either but it almost feels like I should like it’s needed so the ceremony can be complete kinda think …I’m I to far gone ?