You don’t realize how serious this is……

I relapsed this morning but I’m marking today march 1st 2025 the day I officially quit porn. I just came off the nastiest binge in a long time and I feel like a fucking zombie. I hate feeling this way, so drained…..all because I got off watching women get fucked by someone that’s not me… Do you guys truly realize how crazy it is to watch what we watch and get off to it…it’s so dystopian, watched women get fucked on a screen while we hunch over and get off to it. There are numerous amount of things we could be doing with that time. But all because we can’t get over a lustful feeling we subject ourselves to this filth. And the material we watch only gets weirder or more extreme over time. Do you realize by partaking in this act you’re slowly wiring your brain to only know pleasure through watching women get fucked on a screen!!! Have you sat back and realized how weird that is. And you wonder why you have social anxiety and can’t look people in the eye. It has to stop man, seriously. One day you’re going to have to have that talk with yourself (I guess for me, this venting message is my talk to me). TIME IS PASSING BY!!!!!! DAY BY DAY YOURE STUCK IN THIS PMO CYCLE AND LIFE KEEPS MOVING ON. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SAY “NO” TO YOUR URGES! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS NOT ACT UPON THEM! Take this as serious on as you possibly can! PORN IS BRAINWASHING, YOURE WILLFULLY BRAINWASHING YOURSELF TO ACCEPT WATCHING FIFTH AS A PLEASURE REWARD. YOURE BASICALLY CUCKING YOURSELF FOR PLEASURE!! WAKE UP PLEASE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE, BEFORE YOU JUST ACCEPT YOUR FATE! The way the brain works, you’ll eventually only want to watch whatever you watch to get off, even a real women won’t please you. How is that not brainwashing, it’s almost like a self induced castration. This is exactly why they say porn is a psychological warfare weapon, look what it does to us. I may sound extreme but I’m telling you this is how serious it gets, THIS SHIT IS THAT REAL. I’m bring awareness because I can slowly feel it happening to myself! For the love of God, WAKE. UP. I know how this shit gets, I know how the thoughts creep into your mind and takeover….they even make you forget your mission and make you relapse. Bro, idc if you have to put a hourly reminder on your phone to not go back and relapse, if you have to do it, do it. Once you lose sight of the mission, you’ll eventually fall back to what you’re walking away from. Idc what anyone says, no course, book YouTube motivation video, accountability partner or blocker can save you…..only you can save you from this. Only you and your relationship with God can overcome this. Talk to God more in your times of urges and weakness, that’s what I’m working to do this time. God has given us the blueprint to defeat lust. RUN away from it! Distract yourself, literally flee from it if you have too. Excuse my yap session but this post nut clarity is HITTIN right now and I needed to get my thoughts out. Bro please, let the porn go. You don’t want to be that 45 year old dude that is so addicted to porn he ends up going to jail for SA because he couldn’t control himself. Or that family man that seems to have the perfect life but, is a real life cuck and can’t get off without watching his wife get fucked…..how are you a man partaking in this??? There are real stories out there like that. Turn your life around now, before you’re to far gone. I don’t know about you but I’d rather go through 3-6 months of hell to rewire my brain than to end up still a slave to my urges when I’m in my 30’s-40’s+ In ALL seriousness……Stop. Watching. Porn.