Found my "WHY"

Hey guys, I think I know why I feel like I need porn and masturbation, although I don't. Whenever I feel like I'm NOT advancing, aka stagnating, I feel like I'm failing. And when I feel that, immediately, a huge wave of terrifying guilt hits me. And that's when the urge comes and tries to destroy my life. But it won't, cause Jesus died for me, too. As he did for you. Stay strong fellas, Seb.