trying to stay strong
Couple hours away from Day 15 no porn and currently on day 8 no fap : The temptation are definitely there and it’s not even from seeing post on ig or stuff on twitter I can literally feel my brain being a fein. I will get on google and look for any excuse, “is looking at twitter porn breaking my streak” “is looking at nsfw on reddit breaking my streak” etc. I honestly don’t even have an urge to masturbate to it I just want to go look at it but that’s just another sign of my addiction. I will remain strong because I owe it to the younger me to show that I can love myself without masturbation or porn.
The feelings will pass. When you feel we heal. When you numb we stay dumb