Why does it surprise you

Day 0

by Nate

February 25, 2025 at 02:59 PM

42 upvotes

I just relapsed but I wasn’t even sexually aroused. I was just on YouTube, saw something erotic so got curious and just started searching on private browsing, and this whole time I was focused and not thinking at all, to the point where I wasn’t hard or feeling and sexual arousal I was just looking at photos because my body felt like it. I reset even though I didn’t want to because it didn’t feel like a relapse. But I know I feel guilty about it so I have to. It definitely was a relapse even though I didn’t masturbate or anything. But my common sense immediately shuts down and I don’t think at all, my body just acts out the muscle memory of clicking photos way too quick, it’s crazy.

Comments (4)

Nate•174d ago

@dylon nope, nothing at all, I haven’t visited those websites since the first day I quit the both times I relapsed was just a. Quick Look at images on Google. I never made an account to any of those sites. The short on YouTube is what triggered me

Dylon Riley•174d ago

Let me ask you this do you have a porn account like for onlyfans pornhub, xvideos, etc.? Bc I’m more concerned about those images rather than a YouTube video.

Gideon•174d ago

Yah it’s definitely a retraining you have to go through bro, but don’t feel condemned about it. Shake it off and keep going

Shah•174d ago

Happens alot, whenever something arouse, just say that I’ll watch after doing 10 push-ups and after push-ups ask yourself “why I wanted to see it” and then sometimes I still watch but most of times I don’t

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