10 years of consuming porn PART 2

No fap and how porn was ruining my life. A few days was hard at first then I achieved that then I relapsed then the streak went higher and when I finally made it 2 weeks I felt UNREAL. Sounds cringe but I felt like I was the man, people wanting to talk to me at the gym etc, girls making eye contact with me again, my dick got bigger when it was soft, started getting random boners all the time, sex drive through the roof, I honestly felt amazing! But then I had relapsed and that let to a binge. And I would continue to go from 4 days to a week or two without it then I’d go back to it. Until recently around the end of last year I had gone over a month without it then I relapsed but only once so I wasn’t to annoyed at myself. Until now where the past 2 weeks I can’t get my hand off my dick. And this morning knowing my triggers I did it again. So I decided to come on here and share my story.