Brothers, please pray for me.

I had been going a couple of years without watching porn, except for a small handful of one offs. Which are still bad, but I was making great progress and for the most part was really not watching porn at all. I have a beautiful Colombian, American wife and our intimate Life has been nothing short of amazing which was part of my motivation to stop watching out of respect for her and myself, and because I shouldn’t need it in a marriage. Recently, when she was getting tests done at the doctor, she discovered that we both have HPV probably from previous partners when we were much younger. Because of this, she is wanting us to use condoms for a whole year. I know I sound like such a baby but ever since then it has made sex so much less enjoyable. Again, I know I sound like a baby and I’m complaining for no reason, but it has really been hard Feeling excited for intimacy when there’s that unnatural barrier that is very noticeable. it recently caught up to me this week and I have relapsed very hard. The worst I’ve ever relapsed probably. I’m a Christian and I believe in God and Yeshua, and I have been feeling like absolute shit recently, praying for forgiveness every day, but then still falling for this temptation. Please pray for me, brothers. I need to stop doing this, and I need some accountability and stop trying to think that I can deal with this completely on my own.