What are everyone’s thoughts?

I don’t really have sex outside marriage and just got divorced. That means no sex for me for a while. Without any woman as even a prospective girlfriend, it makes it hard to see the point in giving up the porn. Probably because I’m obviously not having sex anymore and porn sort of replaced it. I know it’s wrong and that I really should give it up, but it’s hard to see how my life would really improve if I gave it up. I don’t really feel like it’s taken over my life, I don’t really feel like it’s taken away my motivation or anything else. I guess it’s just hard for me to imagine how my life could be much better without it. I know I said I just went through a divorce, but it didn’t have anything to do with porn. But I’ve been looking at porn for as long as I can remember and I’m 29 years old. I’ve gone long periods before trying to quit, several months. But I always end up relapsing. And when I relapse, it’s always hard to come out of it. I think the hardest part is seeing the point in giving it up if I’ve never let it completely control me in other ways. Has anyone had similar feelings? How did you keep your motivation to quit when it felt like there was no real benefit to quitting? I am not saying there is no benefit, only asking how you remind yourself of the benefit or what benefits you’ve seen to help keep yourself going? I notice a lot of people who respond to these posts have shorter streaks, which is fine. But is there anyone with a longer streak that could also weigh in? Like weeks, months, or even years? Like I said, I’ve gone months before, but usually end up relapsing because it’s hard to see the point after a while.